Last minute work is my style. For exam.

I've been mugging tirelessly since from the morning till now, barely had any break in between and I felt so drained. You may think that wow dude, you are so hard working, but in fact, this is the result of lazing and lounging around for the whole semester until weeks ago when realization of final exams are coming kicks in, make me had a panic attack. And then tied a head band on my head that signifies the will of determination and perseverance, tell myself that I will study hundred and one percent hard with the pitiful amount of time left, and swear to God that I will never do this again next sem because it is so mudda* torturing.
*quote from Joe from JustKiddingNews, one of my favorite YouTube Channel.

To cram a semester worth of studies into just a few days is indeed no mean feat. Sometimes I admire the capability and capacity of my brain, I'm like oh brain you are the best, I wouldn't know what to do without you, oh~, *caress my own head. Though I think my brain already hates me for putting it through such a trying time. 

Actually, this is the not the first time I'm doing this kind of last minute work, I've been doing this for my O'level, my poly exam and e.t.c. I would say it is quite a norm for the students nowadays. However, Last minutes work makes me feel the sense of emergency and cause me to be super productive. Maybe it is my style of dealing with exams, a coping mechanism for exams. But I felt that I can't do this in other aspect of my life, I need to be more organised and do more deliberate planning ahead for a balance?

So yeah, those are just some of my random, disorganise thoughts, and now I have a little extra bit of time and energy, I may go watch a video or something. Ciao.

Peace out.

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